Sunday, 3 March 2013

you get to thinking.....

...well at least I did today, that we kind of slip into believing what we want to believe. That we pretty much make our own truths about what we believe in and that in reality, unfortunately, our beliefs and half cock truths are so far from what is really going on that, when the stark truth hits, it is full blown grief that hits too. 

I think that is my version of what it feels like to fall out of love.

Or, at least that is how I thought it would feel.

It doesn't.

I feel a bit glum, but that is it.

I bought a lot of wine as I thought the sadness would get me in the end and that I should have some on standby...but hey, it hasn't happened. I opened a bottle anyway, you know, just a glass and I could stave off the baddies; but instead I am just having a quiet night in with a bottle of wine, on my own, watching currently Inspector Gadget. 

Happy day :) 

Much love x

3 comments:

Gordon said...

A big welcome back! It's been a long time.

Was worried about you but didn't want to seem to be putting pressure on by sending concerned comments to your last post.

Hope you enjoyed the wine and that it suited the mood.

Isabelle Nuts said...

Hullo again Gordon! Unfortunately the wine was a little dry and rather cheap, rather reminiscent of current situation. Sadly has left me with cracking headache so am off to bed! Night night :)

Anonymous said...

Good to hear from you again. Have missed you!

Luv Jo xx